One of the reasons why I’m so happy that my first relationship ended and the whole contact with my ex a few months back is because I wanted to really let him chase his own dreams and ambitions while I had to discover mine. I basically told my best friend to tell him that I hope he meets new pretty girls in college while I hope to meet someone who makes me feel the way he did… In other words, I let him know I would move on. I was hurt plentiful times by him and I just didn’t think I was going to be there at all when he went off to college, I couldn’t bare the fact I was losing one of my best friends.. And I look back and I’m happy we aren’t with each other anymore or even talk. It saved a whole lot of drama, a whole lot of pain and tears, a whole lot of holding back his chances of meeting someone better for him, someone he had more respect for than the “respect” he had for me, someone who could relate to him more and understand his seriousness because according to him I wasn’t girlfriend material… I know how I was and what I truly wanted in a partner and he turned out to not be it at all, so not only did I do him a favor, I did myself a favor. But he was the one who wanted me to stop talking to him so I respected his decision and left him alone, although those words really broke me for weeks of depression. And I’m incredibly grateful I’m at a point in my life that I know next time what I want better in someone and to keep supporting myself first amongst anyone else.



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A little message to all my friends who I love so much:

Pasqualina, you’ve been in my life for 6 years and I am incredibly grateful to have a girl friend who’s always there and will understand me. We used to fight a lot back in high school but one thing that was proved in our friendship: we’re afraid to lose each other. We would talk about our boy problems, help each other with school, plan out all these events and birthday dinners for years, and get our nails done and go shopping like typical girls. You bought the inner girlyness in me! You’ve taken me a lot of places in my life as I do the same for you and I love going to the beach and boardwalk with you, Atlantic City, hanging out at our casas, and going to parties. I love making you laugh. You’ve taught me a lot of who I am and the message behind why you used to do what you did by fighting with me meant you just tried caring for me and any real true friend who doesn’t want to see you at your worst will confront your issues yet still be there.

Karan, like Pas, I’ve known you for 6 years. You’ve been my day one too. You’re so awesome to hangout with that we never stop laughing about how life is so funny. I admit we have incredible taste in music and a good sense of humor because it’s literally the same. You say that I helped you get out of your shell, well I can say you helped me grow as a responsible human. You’ve inspired me to look beyond my imperfections and understand my struggles and pain. You may not always say a lot of things when I vent, but I know you’re always listening and you don’t need to say anything because your actions say much more. I love going to the city with you, seeing you at college, going to concerts, our hilarious mall trips, and blasting music in my car. (Follow him secretsandsounds)

Brandon, who would’ve thought I was going to be best friends with you for 5 years? Because I didn’t see it coming, I met you unexpectedly at Warped Tour and we’ve been in each other’s lives for so long after one day meeting at a concert. I’m so glad you’re so supportive and you understand where I’m coming from most of the time. You are so independent and strong of yourself that I am still learning to be like that. I love that we laugh together and cry together. You’re so talented in your art and so photogenic and it impresses me every time. You have a vivid imagination and it gives me the drive to dream more than I can hope. I love our Starbucks dates, watching Sailor Moon with you, shopping together, going to the city together, and hearing you vent as you hear me vent hah.
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I just want to say that I love you guys so soooo much and I never will stop caring. You’ve all made such an impact in my life that I understand who my true friends are and I can see each one of us going so far in life because we all have faith in ourselves and one another. I can just go on and on why I love you guys but I’ll just leave it to those.. A guarantee invitation to me and my future hubby’s wedding ;) (who knows who that will be lol). Love y’all, cuties!

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